Shifting Gear...

Lately... I have been wondering how does it feel to have a female partner. Does it feel the same way as having a male partner? Oh geez... I just can't fathom the idea still.

It's just that my current partner opened the idea on how would I feel if he will get married and have kids in the future. And that I will still be his partner at the same time. Of course my initial reaction would be to say NO. Definitely. But considering maturity, I guess he made sense in a way. IMO, I am not ready with that kind of set up. Good thing it was only an idea. And I hope he won't even push thru with it.

Which made me wonder... how about if I will do the same thing? Even when I'm intoxicated... still I don't think I can do it. It was only in high school wherein I kissed a girl (enter song "i kissed a girl and i like it"). And it was something I have never played in my head over and over again. The thought leaves a smile on my face. Kinda laughing at myself at the same time. Why? What made me decide to do that before? Peer pressure I guess. But now, nobody can pressure me. I have embraced the life in the other side of the court.

Oh cut the crap. It will never happen... AGAIN! Ahehehehe....