Just a thought...

It's been like ages since I have posted something in this blog. It's kinda weird. And while reading at my old posts, I end up asking myself if I was the one who created that entry. I ended up asking questions to myself. What happened at that time? What prompted me to write such entry? Was I devastated and in pain? Or was I happy and bursting with positive aura? Who cares! I am still amazed by those entries. It was like reading somebody else's blog. And now, while creating this post... my current mood and feeling is HOPEFUL. Yes, I am hoping...

I have been thinking a lot of things these past few days. How am I doing? What's the status of my life right now both with work and personal? I guess with work everything is cool. Everything is in its place and there's no need to re-arrange anything. But what about my personal life? I need to re-model everything. I need to re-arrange, add, and throw some parts of it. There are things that I need and there are things that I no longer need. So, I created a list on what are the things that needs re-arranging, that needs to be garbaged, and those that I need to be added.

In:                                                              Out:

1. A stable partner.                                     1. Random dates.

2. A place of my own.                                 2. Excessive alcohol bingeing.

3. More quality time with myself.               3. Partying/Clubbing.

4. More quality time with my family.          4. Excuses with family.

5. Healthy lifestyle.                                    5. Sedentary lifestyle.

6. Open a savings account.                         6. Unnecessary spending.

7. True and real friends.                             7. Seasonal friends.

8. New environment.

For now, it's what I could think of. I may not be successful in following the list but at least I was able to assess my life for now. What prompted me to have this? I guess I can say that over the weekend, I have learned and realized some things. Questions popped out. A lot of them. And I know I have answers to those questions. But then, am I ready for it? Am I ready to leave the comfort zone I am in right now? Or is it the perfect time to venture out and start a new life.

Well... I don't know. 

Just a thought...