OMG! I so fuckinly could not believe this... After eons of not posting and now I'm back. I know I need to catch up on a lot of things... And my mind is a complete mess right now. So, first of all, I would like to thank all my friends and frenemies who greeted me on my birthday last August 10. Remember my previous post wherein i'll make a list of those individuals who have greeted me... thru sms, personally, e-mails and phone calls? And I need to cut it down to 50. Still, if your name is not included here, you made me happy and I thank you for that. It's just that I need to cut down the list.

So, here ya go!

1. My Baby
2. Mikey
3. Arni
4. Joel L.
5. Marti
6. Peggy
7. Alex
8. Erwin
9. Mommy Rena
10. Honeylette
11. Chucky
12. Myke S.
13. Rhoda
14. Bokz
15. Mark M.
16. Joan
17. Riza
18. Hazel
19. Michelle
20. Ryan M.
21. Ande
22. Bimbo
23. Sheryl
24. Chris
25. Nina
26. Paoul
27. Jacky
28. Kaye
29. Sai
30. Joy
31. Glauce
32. Lowla
33. Ben
34. Stephen S.
35. Eds
36. Marion
37. Sling
38. Amor
39. Carlo
40. Pappy
41. Larvin
42. Bevs
43. Glenn
44. Lovely
45. My MOM
46. Soc
47. Herbert
48. All my agents (I know it's collective)
49. Mommy Netty
50. Roshelle

By the way... the list shown was based in the order I received them. Yes, I took note of everybody. That's how twisted I am. Har har har... and I'm still waiting for my gift from my officemates. Hmp. They better give me one or i'll burn this place down. Kidding! If i'll do that, then I'm sure I won't be getting one.

And of course, thanks to my partner for making my birthday celebration a memorable one. I love everything that we did together for the entire week and I would love to do the same stuff over and over again. Hoping we could keep this for a lifetime.

Got nothing left to write for now. And by the way, please visit our group blog as well hosetd by Arni Goddess... it's called,ACCIDENTAL INTELLIGENCE. This will be so much fun! Twisted Minds Convention at its best.

Love ya!

Will be gone for 9 days and will resume with blogging when I get back... And to the people who greeted me on my special day, THANK YOU VERY MUCH! I LOVE YOU ALL!

I'll make the list of those individuals who greeted me when I get back. I hope this Vacation get away of mine will do wonders.

Until then BITCHES! Mwah!

Bitchy Mikey Mike made a collage for me for my Birthday. He posted this on his blog and I so love it! Hahahahahaha... Thanks a lot Mike. Thanks for being there for me when I need to whine and to discuss some oldie stuff. I do hope it's not irritating at all... but I know they sound one.

Thought it's not my birthday yet... officially, but he posted this entry already. Beating the rest in greeting me bitch?! And I could say that's another media mileage for me. I love attention and you know that and thanks for giving it to me. I love you bitch!

And regarding the celebration... I don't know what to do yet. I need to come up with something wherein we could gather around and just enjoy the booze and celebrating another year in my gay life. It kinda sounds depressing that I'm turning 25 already but hey, I'm gaining more friends each year and I could still accomodate some more. Just bear with me guys okay? And let me know if there's something I need to change or to tame a bit. Just be honest and worry not, I won't slap you in your face if you'll say something bad about me. Just be honest. I would really appreciate that.

Hmmmmm... oh yeah, a thief paid a visit to our place and took some stuff. Ugh! And I find it too shallow for that criminal to take something minimal. I will give the run down to what was stolen:

1. Electric Iron
2. Yaya Ising's Silver Jewelries
3. Php 300++ cash of Yaya Ising
4. Php 2000 cash from Erwin (my housemate)
5. Left over food from our kitchen (kapal naman... nakikikain pa! sana nalagyan yun ng dora rat!)

When I got home earlier and Yaya told me the news, my first instinct was to run straight into my room and check on my stuff. My shoes for that matter. Good thing everything is in place. Nothing was taken from my room and from Alexis' room. Can you just imagine if he took all our stuff? For Erwin alone, 6 pairs of Lacoste shoes and a number of Lacoste Shirts. I have like 15 pairs of assorted shoes and my friends knew how much they cost. Some shirts, perfumes, pants, etc. For Alex, the same thing.

We are a bit scared right now. Maybe that criminal will pay us a visit again and do some shopping from our rooms. Good for him! That asshole! But we are on guard now.

The officers from Theft and Robbery section dropped by our place after that and made a report about the said incident. But I doubt if he could resolve the case. We know the system here right? And Alex's next question to the Police Officer is this...

"Sir, what if that criminal will be back and rape us... can't you see? We are all PETITE!"

That was priceless. I can't stop laughing actually. And he started flirting with this officer wearing a yellow shirt. That's how we gays are... that's how we deal with problems and situations. We need to get a good laugh at it.

Enough with that! I am more excited about my Birthday! Hehehehe... I am making a list now to be posted here in my blog to who are those people greeted me on my birthday (self gratification at its best!). I will make a big Thank You post for those lovely individuals.

Love you all bitches! Don't forget to make a shout-out for me!

My friend Niel Steve posted this on his blog actually and I feel the same thing everytime someone will ask me regarding my HOMOSEXUALITY. And those people happened to be Heterosexuals or what we call... STRAIGHT! Now, let's throw those questions back to you my STRAIGHT friends and let's see if you can answer them in a jiffy. Mwah!

1. What do you think caused your heterosexuality?
2. When and how did you first decide you were a heterosexual?
3. Is it possible that your heterosexuality is just a phase you may grow out of?
4. Is it possible that your heterosexuality stems from a neurotic fear of members of the same sex?
5. Isn’t it possible that all you need is a good gay lover?
6. If heterosexuality is normal, why are a disproportionate number of mental patients heterosexual?
7. To whom have you disclosed your heterosexuality? How did they react?
8. The great majority of child molesters are heterosexuals (95%). Do you really consider it safe to expose your children to heterosexual teachers?
9. Heterosexuals are noted for assigning themselves and each other to narrowly restricted, stereotyped sex roles. Why do you cling to such an unhealthy form of role playing?
10. Why do heterosexuals place so much emphasis on sex?
11. There seem to be very few happy heterosexuals. Techniques have been developed that you might be able to use to change your sexual orientation. Have you considered aversion therapy to treat your sexual orientation?
12. Why are heterosexuals so promiscuous?
13. Why do you make a point of attributing heterosexuality to famous people? Is it to justify your own heterosexuality?
14. If you’ve never slept with a person of the same sex, how do you know you wouldn’t prefer that?
15. Why do you insist on being so obvious and making a public spectacle of your heterosexuality? Can’t you just be what you are and keep it quiet?

Was that hard or what?!?! BAH!

I know some of you have watched this show already in MTV entitled Boiling Point. And to those who haven't watched it yet, the plot of this show is plain and simple. You will be put in a situation wherein your patience will be tested for a given period of time. The cast of that show will annoy and irritate you to death until you'll burst in anger and start cursing them like crazy. If you will reach a certain period of time say 5 minutes and was able to control yourself from bursting, they will give you $100.00. And after watching this show for a number of times, I have asked myself if will I get the $100 if they will have me part of that show. Then answer is hell NO! I will definitely burst in like 2 minutes max if I know that someone is trying to dig deeper into my nerves. Chances are, that person will receive tons and tons of curses from me and god knows what are those curses. And to think I have added some more words into my cursing vocabulary and my close friends are a witness to that. And everytime I have reached my boiling point, these friends of mine will start to walk away while I'm doing my thing... pointing fingers and saying words that these people haven't received from their existence.

I know I am not the only one and sometimes, you would think to what's the point in starting to burst like crazy and eventually hurt someone's feelings. And the worst part is that those words couldn't be taken back. They have absorbed it already and it will take eons for you to remove it from their memories and just imagine the trauma. I have experienced being cursed as well. In fact, a number of times. The feeling is so heavy and hard and sometimes you will notice yourself just smiling and pretending that you are not affected by it at all. As what I've mentioned from my previous post that I am the master when it comes to hiding what I truly feel. But I can't simply deny the fact that these people made me feel heavy and have made a hole outside the dam of my motivation and self-esteem. But I am sure this will pass. I hope soon... very soon...

I wouldn't dig deeper to what have happened to me today how come I have posted this kind of thought. This is not me at all to post something emotional that doesn't deal with love or desperation. This is something new and I just wanted to vent myself out before i'll end up seeing myself bursting and eventually breakdown. Good thing I have my blog as my outlet.

And on the lighter note, I will be having my Vacation Leave this coming Saturday. In this way, I could spend some time with myself alone and with my partner. Just the two of us in this island. I would want to sit by the sand facing the ocean as the sun comes up while he's sleeping and just enjoying the breeze and contemplating about things and about life... then he will come from my behind giving me a morning kiss and a very big hug. Isn't that great?

Tattoo Session... Again!

Whew! It's been almost a month since I had my first tattoo session and that was hell! I can really feel the pain of the needles diggin deep down into my skin. And sometimes, I could feel like it reached the bone already. Think of this... You have less flesh in your ankles. Excruciating pain at its best! And now, just today, I had it enhanced and fix some of the parts after the healing process. After I had my tattoo last July 7, I was happy. And now, after the retouch, I am happier. And I would like to contradict some people saying that I will regret by getting a tat. Well guess what, statistically speaking, 70% of the population who have decided to get one are regretting but I am sure to say that I belong the remaining 30% of the population that are happy about it. And if you are going to ask me if I will get a tat again after this... then the answer is YES! I am thinking of having it on my back or on my arms. Hmmmm... Don't you just love the pain? One more thing... the process was like hell but the end result was like heaven. And if someone will say that it's only henna, I would be more than happy to slap you in your face and spit on it... Henna my ass! Just kidding... you might think I'm a bad person. I'm sure I'm not bad unless provoked. Bwahahahahahahaha!!!

And by the way, it's my birthday this coming August 10 already and please send me some shout-outs! I am turning 25... yes... I know I'm getting old and there's no way I could stop it. Boohoo... I am thinking of having a small party before I leave for Samar and spend some time with my partner. Gotta plan everything first and check if budget will allow it. I hate this... not having enough dough to do whatever I want. Talking about depleting resources. This is insane! I know we all share the same sentiments and if you know you really are a rich kid then you don't understand what I mean at all. Sigh.

Guys, what do you think will I get myself as a birthday gift? I don't know actually. I have a good paying job, a loving partner, fabulous friends, family, 13 pairs of shoes (active ones), sweet yaya, enemies, and more. Hmmmmmm... To those who really know me, you ahould at least suggest something that I need to have for my birthday.

I feel like ending this post now... Toodles!